imagine me without you

Monday, September 29, 2008

As long as stars shine down from heaven
And the rivers run into the sea
Til the end of time forever
You're the only love I'll need

In my life you're all that matters
In my eyes the only truth I see
When my hopes and dreams have shattered
You're the one that's there for me

When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you, I need you

Imagine me without you
I'd be lost and so confused
I wouldn't last a day, I'd be afraid
Without you there to see me through

Imagine me without you
Lord, you know it's just impossible
Because of you, it's all brand new
My life is now worthwhile
I can't imagine me without you

When you caught me I was falling
You're love lifted me back on my feet
It was like you heard me calling
And you rush to set me free

a song by Jaci Velasquez

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change

Sunday, September 28, 2008

"We don't want it.
We fear it.
But we all know it's coming.
It's either we adapt to change or get left behind...
But sometimes,
CHANGE is the best thing that can ever happen to us."

-Meredith Grey (Grey's Anatomy)

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did i really learn?

Sunday, September 28, 2008

Things happen because we choose to.
There may be regrets but blaming is not an option.
We are where we are because we brought ourselves there.
We get happy, sad, but most importantly...
we LEARN.

a message from Leo
oo na di ko na sya sisisihin, ako nga naman ang may kasalanan. tigas ksi ng ulo ko e. hmp! :)


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ouch!

Sunday, September 28, 2008

i got off the car and quickly shut the door. ooops! something's not right. waaaah! naipit ako! it was numb & i just realized it when i saw my bleeding finger. i grabbed a piece of my ever reliable kleenex and wrapped it around my ring finger while applying pressure to stop the bleeding. i removed the tissue for a while to see the extent of the damage, wishing that there won't be a blood clot under my nail. walang patay na kuko please! thank God, there's none. there was only a small cut on the side. pain was slowly setting in as i was driving back home. when i got there i really felt more of the pain and for a while, i wanted to cry like a kid. i wasn't able to sleep well that night, it hurts so bad and it was swollen. it's been four days now since it happened. the wound is healing and it doesn't hurt much anymore.

realization? hmmm?! any kind of wound, be it physical or emotional, has it's own course of healing. no matter how painful it may be at that moment, there will come a time when it'll hurt less and less, until the day when it will hurt no more.

i'm still looking forward to that day actually.

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one sick day

Saturday, September 06, 2008

I was stuck at home the whole day today. Actually, I’ve been always at home for months now, so there’s supposed to be nothing new about it. But here I am blogging about my sick day… literally sick day. I woke up this morning with a bad headache, clogged nose and sore throat. My day went on with this annoying dry cough in an irritating hot weather. Argh! It’s awful. The relief that got me through the day were glasses of cold water and a couple of sneezes… That really feels good.

Since I wasn’t in the mood to read on through my reviewers today, I thought of updating my blog. I haven’t been able to post lately because I got too busy with other things, or I may say, I was just too lazy. I had a few articles I was supposed to post but they were still in my drafts folder, unfinished. I know there are other people out there who can relate to this… that there are certain times when you feel excited to write about something but for some reasons you can’t finish what you’ve started. Lack of time? Maybe... Lack of ideas? Possible… Lack of inspiration? I guess… or sometimes you just feel like giving up and longing to start a new one. In my life, I got a lot of unfinished stories. Most of the time I wanted to leave it as is and just start another. However it’s still important to end it up. In anything that we do, I guess it’s not how we started it all but on how we finish them. What really matters most is that we end up well.

My day didn’t start out well but as it ends, I realized that in spite of every irritating thing that I have today, I still have all the reasons to be thankful. I was just being a selfish, overacting brat. Being sick really makes sense... sometimes.

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